hahaha

so i made a tumblr. just cause i read taylor's blog saying to make one, so i was tempted. haha

tired

i'm sleepy. its 9 o'clock, but i woke up early today because of a mix-up with my ride to practice that i don't want to go to today. i really have nothing to say. haha. ok well bye

well this was a completely useless blog. actually pretty much all my blogs are useless. my blog should be called: totes ridic. a compilation of useless blogs. haha oh wells. i guess thats what happens when you have a boring life: you end up having nothing to talk about.

i plan to learn how to play guitar this summer, you know pick up from last summer, but when i tried to play again, i broke a string :( so that plan is going to be postponed.

i also want to go to the beach and build a huge sand castle! haha. i don't know why, but i really want to.

i also plan to finish my summer ap assignments before the day before school. cause last year on the last day of summer, i was at the beach trying to write and essay about a painting.

hopefully this summer i will get my license before school starts! that would be totes awes.

i'm so tired i can't even think about what else i want to do. actually, i know one more thing: have fun. hahahahaha

bored

i am bored. super bored. totes ridic bored. out of my mind bored. kick you in the crotch, poke you in the eye, and step on your foot bored. i don't even know what that means!

i don't even have anything to talk about. writing a blog is just the only thing i haven't done on the computer. i've spent hours playing computer games going on myspace, facebook, twitter, youtube, and all this other stuff that you can do on the computer. i was even googling for fun. did you know that a dog is only pregnant for 9 weeks? or something like that.

well at least i will get out tomorrow. i have to go to practice to do the assignment that we have to do for icon. i don't really see the point in it. but i did it anyways. i don't want to go to the practice. but i will anyways. i've realized that no matter how much crap i think icon puts us through, i still care about the team. no matter how much i don't want to admit it.

Sick

well i didn't know that you could post an empty blog. i accidentally did that like 2 seconds ago because i pressed enter. But anyways...i've been meaning to write a blog for a while, but its kinda hard to think right now cause i'm sick, but i'm going to watch transformers later today anyways.

The other day i helped my sister move into her new apartment in irvine because she has summer classes, well she pretty much has classes for the rest of her two years of school in irvine with like a week of summer vacation. And like i asked her why she was paying so much to take classes over summer and she said to "get ahead". my parents nodded their head indicating that they thought that was a good idea, but sometimes i wonder, get ahead to do what?.
get ahead so that you could get into the working environment and have practically no time to do anything but work? i guess you would finally earn enough money to support yourself, but at what cost? Even though i'm planning on being a surgeon, that doesn't sound to great. I feel like we do all this schooling just to live monotonous lives later on. Its not like being a surgeon will be anything like being a surgeon on Grey's Anatomy.

5 years later

earlier today, my mom gave me this box of my old stuff. i looked through it and at the very bottom was this notebook. I opened it and it turns out it was a diary that i wrote in for like 6 days. haha (i could never keep up with writing in a journal, i eventually forgot about it). so it was 2004, i was like 10. i was so weird.
But it seems like i'm not so different than i was 5 years ago. i still write a whole lot of nothing. hah! some things never change.

i wonder if in 5 more years i will look back at all the things we write in these blogs and laugh about how we stressed about stupid things that won't matter in like a year or less. but oh well.

The End

i don't really have much to say, but i just felt like writing a blog.
its weird cause i really hate writing in school, but i like writing blogs.

The end is near. the end of school that is, even though everyone was joking around about the end of the world with the crazy weather with the lighting, thunder, hail, rain, and crazy clocks at school. hah.
This school year went by super fast. i feel like i did nothing. that feeling really sucks. These two guys came into my ap euro class today because they visited my teacher. They wanted to say hi because they are graduating from yale and georgetown. That's pretty amazing. i want to make an accomplishment like that.

Suprise!

haha well the suprise party was real fun!
i honestly had no idea. people don't believe me when i say that, but i really don't ask my parents about the weird stuff they do anymore. Like when my mom was cooking all this food at my house, she just told me it was for a party for our friend's daughter. I thought that was kinda weird but i didn't say anything because all phillipino parents are weird.

I have this how-to speech to give in my english class on wednesday. mine is on how to give a speech(thank you joy for the idea). i wish i did how to procrastinate. that would have been funny. and then people would i think i was real weird, but that doesn't really matter. it sucks how much people in highschool care about what everyone else thinks about them. my sister told me that if she had to do highschool over, she wouldn't care about what people thought of her because it causes you to become someone you're not by trying to get everyone to like you. i find that the more you are yourself, the more people like you. You're own self is probably totes cool. And who really cares about what highschoolers think. Most of them don't even know what they're talking about. Like the girl who used to sit behind me in my french class and said that being extremely high or drunk doesn't affect your judgment when you're driving or doing anything else...How ignorant do you have to be to say that in public. And thats coming from the girl who wants to go to a UC college but can't even pass French 1. thats kinda sad.
So now i realize that people just shouldn't care.